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QUESTIONS FROM THE RESTLESS What is beauty? Is it something that just looks good or is it more of something that makes us feel good? Beauty is a feeling, not a physical object. The object may be the cause of beauty but it's not beauty by itself, not without an observer that understands the message it portrays. And what is art? Is it nothing more than a feeling too? Or have we all gone mad? I like to think the later. For this whole world has gone mad, for even I have gone mad. To my dismay I feel that I have given into everything around me. All that I am, All that I'll be is all gone now, gone to the ways of society...sacrificed. My spirit seems weak and near broken, my mind it trembles with regret and longing. What have I done? What have I done this for? I am a lonely lost vision amidst a blackening world. I find things attractive that I am not suppose to, and I find beauty in strange places. Unlike my companions I feel different. I don't want a life of slavery, to anything or anyone. I want to be alone with my thoughts and alone with myself. Yet I like people, observing more than communication directly. I like watching expressions and feelings of others. Seeing their pain and pleasure, and how they react to it all. I feel an understanding of others although I can't seem to show it. Other times I don't want to show understanding and compassion. I feel if I know someone too good I concentrate on the negative and start to despise him or her greatly. I want to wander and roam the world, seeking new visionaries. I want to find new beauty; I want to create new art. I just want to be. What is being anyway? Is it just alive or is it fully aware of everything around you? Being is a state of perfect harmony and balance with our selves. Being totally committed to your self and your dreams. Is this how we should live? Is this how I want to live? Yes. Is this how I live? No. --Lestat |
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